NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lloyd cut his hair!!!! :(...that's what MADE Lloyd.

My Favorite!!!!

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I've been neglecting La La Land BIG time and unfortunately the only time I really get back into the mix of things is when I have something to say! I won't go into details, nor will justify the excuse of self-pity. I simply want to state that I have been pushed and pushed and pushed to the point where I finally fell off the cliff. I held on to every rock and every ledge constantly trying to pull myself up but still, I tripped, fell and stumbled!!!! Speaking with a fellow co-worker who is maybe about 10-12 years older than me she stated that men never really grow up...EVER!! Does that make it ok for them to act like selfish, immature, heartbreaking bastards? DEFINITELY NOT!!!!!! I feel in love with someone I really cared for. Someone who I worshiped the ground he walked on. We went through SO much and ultimately he was my first true love! I can cry about it like I normally do, or I can call this a lesson learn. I've constantly stuck by him through ALL his endeavors in hopes that I will no longer be his option, but rather his priority. After a year and 9 months I have learned SO much, both good and bad that will continue to stick with me as I grow. I am sad. And every inch of my body feels hurt because I love that boy to death. Not just as a boyfriend, but as EVERYTHING! But sometimes you just have to do what's good for you. What's next? I guess I'm going to focus on myself. Make things right with ME! It is definitely time for some "Me Time". I'm not even thinking about love. It is going to take me a LONG time to get over this one. I mean VERY long time. But I'm strong. I can get through anything I put my heart to. The worst part of it all is simply remembering. I would pay BIG money to just wipe my memory away. That's when I become sad. When I think about the times he made me laugh, the times he dried my tears. UGHHH!!!! I fucking miss him SO SO SOOOO much. But I have to do this for myself. He was giving me the time of day that I needed and deserved. With that being said. I'm single. I'm not looking. I'm not ready to mingle. I'm just single and alone.

Lady Gaga & Marc Jacobs for V Magazine

You guys don't know how much I absolutely ADORE this!!!!!! I love it SO much that I want to make it my background!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

Ok. Ok..ANOTHER ONE!!!!

I fucking DIIIIEEEDDD!

Please Don't Show This To My Man...

As fine (and I do mean fine) as homeboy is..this is complete and utter ignorance and he should be banned from youtube. He needs to stop polluting the minds of senseless men looking for a cop out!!

He must be a man whore. A fine man whore..

Sounds to me like an excuse for being a cheap ass. Homeboy probably got nexted because he was too fucking cheap to afford a wedding.

I Am IN LOOOOVVEEE With These Little Boys

Not the nasty Diggy Simmons love. But these little boys are so powerful and uplifting!

SMH. People Just Can't Keep Themselves Out of Trouble

T.I. and Tiny were arrested last night for being in possession of weed. SMMFH!!! The bail was set at 10 g'z which is fucking ridiculous for weed. This is NOT gonna look good for T.I....

Casion G-Shock G-001 series

Cee- Lo- Fuck You Video

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