I'm Feeling Some Sorta Way..

I don't want to describe it as uncertainty. But something isn't right. I can tell. It's kinda like having your eye on the prize and when you finally get it...it's not what you expected. I can feel a difference. Unfortunately, it's not a good difference. I have a feeling that in the weeks to come something bad is going to happen. I should prepare myself for the outcome. But I will admit it, I'm not ready for what's coming. I don't want to call it lost interest....that looks like where it's headed. I hate to have doubts. I would love for things to run freely and take its own course. That clearly isn't going to be the case here.

....So I better get ready for the "I told ya so's". I've hit a rocky point...Things don't seem to be like they use too. Yes, I'm scared. But I think I have done everything I could. All I can do is sit back and let it rock. "/