Fashion Forward?? Or Flash Back to Hell??

::Gasp:: two posts in ONE day..like OMG! I was just thinking about life and the horrible and lovely things that come with it. And quite frankly I wish I had some friends to talk to, because this world is fucked up! The fashion today is just as horrible as the music. Let me give you an example on both counts:

MUSIC:

FASHION: Just so I don't seem like I'm lying..Here's another.

Now I know that most fashion corresponds to it's current surroundings I should say. And I guess since this is like the whole technology, wave of the future type thing this is acceptable. But NO NO NO NO NO, this is just a slap in the face for high profile designers. This is a joke!! I'm disgusted.

Ok, I admit, I may be biased in this department. I'm not the couture type of individual in the first place. I like my designers, don't get me wrong..Betsey happens to be my favorite!! But most of the times my outfit consists of a hoodie, some sneakers and jeans.

And this whole 80s baby thing?? Uhm yea, sorry but there is a reason why its 2009. Why the hell would ANYBODY want to go back to Hammer Time days?? I mean weren't we all just sooo uber happy when they finally went away. Psh, I was like two and I was dancing in my diapers for some new threads.

Today is going to be another short one, I'm am just so disgusted with this world. UGH! I would leave you with Stay Fresh, Fly and Fabulous...but it is OBV no one is taking my advice.

I Am Sexually Frustrated!!!

I don't mean to put my business out here like this and I'm sure my boyfriend wouldn't like me to be doing this either, but to make a long story short-- I want sex!!! I'm no sex fiend or anything like that. Psh, I'm only gracing a mere three boys, but desperate times call for desperate measures. This lack of sexual activity is my fault, I'm doing this whole thing where I stay away from the pee pee for a year. I'm doing pretty good so far, it's been uhmm..errr..one month and some days
=(. Ok ok, I have to focus and keep my mind on other things, school is important and I have tons of stuff to do for that. Ya know what the problem seems to be, everywhere I turn there is something sexual smack dab right in my face. Sex is everywhere these days. I can't even watch a children's cartoon without a freaking sponge and starfish trying to have sex with each other. For the love of god!!! But back to my frustrations. I don't know if this lack of sex is causing me to go blind in my left eye, and get this odd tingles down the side of my back, and these annoying little headaches that never go away!! And I'm so emotional, every time I feel like I miss my boyfriend, I want to start crying?? What the fuck is up with that mess?? Who ever knew that a 20 year old girl can want something soo bad that she's barely even experimented with!!! This mess is whacker then crack...

I know what most of you are saying. Which I will not elaborate on because this is a PG-13 blog. That doesn't do anything for me anymore, I want the REAL thing =). So I went to my good ol' friends at youtube and typed sexually frustrated into the search engine and this is what I got:???


Fair enough. So I tried again...


So its safe to say that I have nothing. Literally and figuratively. Tomorrow is another day, and so is the next day and the next and the next and one day I'm just gonna wake up and jizz on myself!! (Can girls jizz??) Goodnight lovelyss.

Leaving...On a Jet Plane Don't Know When I'll Be Coming Back Again!?

Hello my lovelys. I can just warn you right off the back, I am doing soooo much better since the last time I stopped by for a post (which was like in 1993). So whats been happening since then?? Well I was totally wrong and I am in love with the man of my dreams!! And I got this really cool tattoo, look!!!:

It says "Stay Golden", meaning stay true to yourself, stay confindent!! But besides that, I've been doing my normal shopping here and there and guess what, guess what!!! I'm going back to MIAMI!!! Its been two years and I'm sure the tropical beaches and palm trees miss me.

So, I'm not really sure if this particular post has any specific topic. I feel like its going to be very random, but those are always the good ones. OMG, so much has been going on..I think I might like blow up from wanting to tell you all my great stories. So that last post I made, scratch that. He loves me, he really really loves me!! YAY ME!! And I am soooooo ready to get this thing poppin.

OH!! I know what I wanted to talk about!!! Chris Brown and Rhianna. I know, I know..I'm pretty late, but Rhi Rhi is my sister so I gotta R.E.S.P.E.C.T... I even dressed up for her on Halloween...Looksie!:

I know, I know, you had to do a double take. Psh, I almost fooled myself! But yea, Chris Brown should be slapped ten times back to Jamaica...He was wrong for beating the shit out of that girl. No matter what she did, or what she said, Rihanna is a little ol' thing and Chris Brown could have handled her in a professional manner. I have no respect for him anymore. It's such a shame because I will never support his music again. Fucking A Hole!!

But anywho, I am soooo happy I'm getting a vacay. It is much needed-- even though I def just came back in January..but TRUST, there was nothing relaxing about that mess. In all actuality I should of just stayed my ass in NYC and work if that were the case. But I'm excited, esp. to get a tan. OMG, I don't even remember what one of those look like.

So next time, I promise I'm gonna have something to actually talk about. I swear. But until next time my loves, Stay Fresh,Fly and oh so Fabulous!!

LOVE 101..

"Don't repeat chapters, the ending of the story will never change."
These past months has been a lesson, and today is the final!! I failed most of the assignments and completely bombed the quizzes. And look where it leaves me now. Graduating with a degree in first class BULLSHIT!! SO Congratulations to La!! Lets give her a pat on the back and a kiss on the cheek.

"Girl meets boy. Girl falls hard. Boy doesn't even stumble."
Don't get me wrong. I did learn a few things throughout this fucked up journey. I now know that I will NEVER believe another guy that says I love you. I love you has turned into useless words with no meaning. SHOW me that you love me. Don't TELL me. Because any one can open up their mouth and lie. But actions always speak louder then words!!

"I purposely say I'm alright even though I'm crying, and you can't see, because you see right past me."
I'm weak. I can't help it. I cry. A LOT! So this is where I started to fail. I'd go to class, swear up and down I knew the lesson. And then when I apply it to real life, I get fucked over. My mom always tells me to never cry over a boy, that they aren't worth your tears. But what people don't understand is that you can't control your tears. There isn't a button on the side of your head that just makes everything go away. I cry because it means something to me.

"She'll sit there with her tear stained eyes and think of him again. She loves him but he's too blind to see and each day he breaks her a little more. Her mind is telling her it's okay to move on, while her heart is screaming don't let go. She's a hopeless romantic and he's just hopeless. So another story repeated of a silly girl in love with a foolish boy."
And this is where I gave up all hope. I was giving 100 percent, when they were barely gracing a mere 25. This stage was like the semester long project. That thing our professor gave us in the beginning of the year. I really did work on it. I told myself that I was able to make it work!! But I started to realize, there wasn't such thing as one way love. You can tell me you love me, and care for me and want to be with me. Yes! You can tell me all of those things. But when you start showing them, then we can talk. This science project was interesting, variables were stable. But my hypothesis totally sucked and I was proven wrong!!

"You probably won't remember, half the things that I’ll never forget."
It's funny. Because I couldn't have said it better.



Remember lovelys, STAY FRESH, FLY and FABULOUS!!!
..I wish I practiced what I preached!