La La is Going IN IN IN!!!

"This is 4 all the special ppl in my life,ya'll kno who r this is 4:
The haters that can't stand my swagg...
U faggot ass niggas who gossip behind my back....
U bitchass pussys who think about takin my life but ain't got da stamina 2 go 2 war wit me....
The females dat hate my guts cause I neva wanted 2 give dem wifey status.....
U muthafukas act like dis cause yall think yall kno me,but if u did u wouldn't even look at me wrong cause im likely 2 explod on u.so 2 u ugly fuks out der
Fuck youa"OEa^(C)a"(^_^)a"OEa^(C)a"....OoO nd have a nice fuking day
Icon:a beautiful women dat means sumthin 2 me n if u got a prob wit dat go fuck urself..."

So I have this thing, much like everyone else, you see an away-- you're gonna read it. And usually I laugh at how pitiful people really are. Well the one above...went from hating his life, to all of a sudden finding some good and glory. I know you're probably saying "what's wrong with that?? why post that?? leave him alone!!"..but I was mentioned...riighhhhttt around here: "The females dat hate my guts cause I neva wanted 2 give dem wifey status....." LOL. Ok, here I go.

1. I don't know what conversations usually consist of..but it has been 2 years, and there is NO doubt in my mind that this nigga is STILL on my clit. WHY YOU ASK?? The same reason all dudes can't get their tongue out my ass. Because after fucking with me they realize that there is NO ONE that compare to me. Proven fact. EVERY nigga I have EVER fucked with..came back. (No Shots at my BF...We just can't get enough of each other). So after they realize that the only way from me is down, they start to hate. He may have been hating simply because his bestfriend stole me from him..butttttt thats beside the point (hmm. actually it isn't..) EVERY conversation amongst the two-- yea, my name is mentioned. WHY THE FUCK IS MY NAME STILL IN YOUR MOUTH??? I was the next chick right...OH!! And let's not mention the attempt to steal me back. HA!! Piece of advice: throw some bump-be-gone on your face and brush your stinky cigerette mouth!!! That wasn't gonna win me over.

2. "Icon:a beautiful women dat means sumthin 2 me n if u got a prob wit dat go fuck urself..." I know, I'm working backwards but please work with me. So what does this say to you??? Especially the "if u got a prob wit dat go fuck urself..." part. That statement speaks for itself. I won't even have to go into detail. The only way someone would have a problem with this "beautiful" girl meaning the world to you is....BECAUSE SHE'S UGLY!! That's like my man saying "this is my girl, and if someone has something to say about her..fuck you". Which means, you see her flaws and there is plenty for someone to say about them. If you accept them..then so be it. Kudos to you!! LMFAO.

3. "U muthafukas act like dis cause yall think yall kno me,but if u did u wouldn't even look at me wrong cause im likely 2 explod on u"....HA HA and HA!! There is NOTHING more that I hate in this world then a pussy ass nigga tryna act like he's about something. JUST because you live in the hood DOESN'T mean you are hood. We won't go back in time to how you almost got violated in your own home. Yes-- I said it..your OWN crip (just about the size of one).

4. "The haters that can't stand my swagg..." I had to save the best for last!!! OH MY GOD, this comment blew me out the fucking water. Another thing that I hate more then anything in this fucked up world is niggas with broke bummy ass swagg acting like their hoodrich or something. It seriously makes me SO fucking mad and disgusting. DUDE!!! You're swagg is weaker then seven days. I'm a girl, and my swagg blew you out the water even on my slack days!! You NEVER saw me rocking the same pair of kicks..and then me and you get back into contact years later and your ass is STILL wearing the same kicks I last seen you in. YOU WEAR G-UNIT kicks, AIR FORCES. Your swagg is fucking disgustingly nasty. OH MY GOD!!!! Most niggas would laugh at your broke ass attempt to look fresh.

I won't go on my angry black woman rant..we are all way too familiar with that. But for the records..Dudes need to get in where they fit in. Don't try to act like you're a million bucks when you hardly ever seen a hundred dollar bill. Stay in your place. I hate people who try to act grand. Taking pictures with fake ass jewelry and bummy ass silk shirts. Nigga sit the FUCK down!

Seriously...I Would Let Him Suck My Toes.

He is FINE!!!!!!!! When the hell did this happen?? And how come I haven't been paying attention???

Question?

Lately I have been trying to find a new look. This isn't surprising because I do it EVERY year. Sometimes more then once. It's been a habit. I get bored of what I'm working with and try to find something new. But I admit, my current look has been a heavy hitter then past 6 months. The world is feeling this new me. Ehh, I'm content, but I would LOVE to do something that is like SHIT, LA MADE THAT SHIT HOT.

So after researching and trying on new hairstyles and hair colors, tattoos, clothing styles etc. I've got nothing. And I'm really worried about this. I'm so use to this constant change....I'm lost!!!!

My million dollar questions comes into play....NOW!! I'm in a relationship. And we all know how men are. They get bored and then they leave. So far I have been very successful with keeping my man close by. I change up the hairstyle a few times, I throw on something sexy, try something new in bed..I mean I definitely feel that there is no reason for him to get bored..as of yet. Ok Ok my question. Do guys expect this change from their chicks?? Like do they honestly get bored of seeing the same hairstyle or the same freakin style on you?? I love the way my man dresses, and I wouldn't want him to change it for the world. But is there ever a time where a man get's bored of his girls look?? Is he like damn baby, throw on a dress or something (thats actually the only thing I've never worn for my man). I know your man can love you unconditionally, but it's just like if your man can't please you in bed. You go else where. I'm confused. I really am curious to know whether a man gets tired of seeing his chick look the same. After a while doesn't see become a plain jane??

Either way, I change it up. And I'm starting to feel like my style is getting a little out there. I want to dye my hair. I want to get another tattoo. I've finally put the sneakers up and started rocking heels. But hellllloo, my boyfriend fell in love with me with air maxes on my feet. DUHHH!!! So this is what I'm thinking-- Ready?? A hairstyle can change up a look 100%. I want to start getting back into my kick game. But I will keep it classy. Yea, thats it!!! So whats left?? The whole hair issue!!

BTW, Someone PLEASE answer my question!!

Booty Pads

So I've made up my mind..and for my B-Day I'm gonna rock some butt pads. All the cool people are doing it. And no one would know the difference. It would be like my ass grew over night. My bf is the only one grabbing it, so I def think I could get away with it. Hmm. Thoughts?

Mhmm.

I want all my friends who smoke to take a look at this.

WHAT THE FUCK????

He's like 8. He's ugly. His video is homemade. And he's drinking grape drink out a wine glass. WE hate EVERYTHING!!!

Wait. This Doesn't Add Up..How Old Was Richie on the Show??

Thank god he got rid of the Jherri curl juice. BTW, he is fiiioonnneee!!!

I Want My Hair Like This For My B-Day!!!

Thoughts?

Amber Rose "O

The fame is getting to her head. She's my girl. But those white out eyes are NOT cute. BTW, I wanna have sex with her....SHOES!

Mya.

Mya is apparently back on the scene. ::yawns:: She's cute. But she's like retarded girl cute. She has this look to her that I can't seem to put my finger on. Maybe it's her alien head. Not too sure. She has this whole little dancing with the stars thing going on.

Heeerreee We Go...BET's First In.

Narrated by Tyrese??? Hmm. I'm feeling some type of way about this. The actual clip looks pretty intense, but it doesn't really fit into the BET genre. Just because it takes place in Compton. This is more of a Discovery Channel thing. Hmmm. I will watch. I'm not gonna lie.

I Don't Know How I Feel About This..

Corey is disgusting. And Raven really let herself go. She doesn't even look pretty to me anymore. Is she on drugs??

BTW, KeKe Palmer is SOOOO pretty!

The Girl From 3LW- Adriene Ba..Whatever..

She is cute. I'm not too sure about her music. I mean she's signed to Def Jam so anything can happen.

BTW, More 30 Second Video Previews.

smh.

Jay-Z @ MSG- September 11th

I am putting in WORK to find these tickets. I already found the exclusive release date that everyone was inching for-- yea, I'm THAT good.

Mr. Hudson

We all know how Kanye West likes to exercise his creativity. I must admit, he hit the nail on the head with Mr. Hudson. This dude is AMAZING!! Although he is not as soulful as Robin Thicke he has this pop jazzy snazzy feel that is pretty fucking awesome...I'm just saying tho!

YOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

So he switched it up on me. He called me from another number. And what did I do?? Let him know that I was busy and hung up RIGHT in his face. I LOVE IT! After you called my phone at 4 am!!?? Like are you kidding me?? After you called me over 100 times in the past 2 days. Like really?? Are you serious??? I don't know how else to say this but...YOU ARE NOT MY MAN!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE. STALKER STATUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its really pissing me off that he's not getting the hint. So instead of me completely ignoring him, now I have to be an ass and tell him. I am happily in love with my LONG TERM BF can you please leave me the FUCK alone. That's what I'm gonna tell him. I'm not sure if its gonna be before or after I tell him to stop calling me because he abused my number. If he calls back-- I swear to god. This is my work phone, you calling like you fuckin owe me. And then he says "I memorized both your numbers"..WTF, after three years I JUST memorized my BF's number. Real talk, dude is pissing me off and I'm trying to just ignore him but for some reason he's not getting the hint. And calling me at 4am??? My MOTHER doesn't even call me at that time. You broke the friendship line....GOODBYE GOODBYE GOOD FUCKIN BYE!!!

Hello Rihanna.

Happy Friday Lovelysss :)

i OFFICIALLY have a stalker..

Normally when I ignore someone's phone calls they usually get the hint. Not this one. I can understand where there may be some confusion in that situation. You want to know what the deal is?? Why I stopped talking to you all of a sudden and blah blah blllllahhhh. Well this kid, isn't giving up. He created some weird infatuation with me and is sticking with it. I can also understand if me and you had something going on and I left you with a broken heart. HA!? HELL NO <--- Def not the situation. So someone PLEASE tell me WHY WHY WHY this kid has SERIOUSLY called my cell phone and job like 30 times. I really don't understand?? It's sick! He's sick. My boyfriend doesn't do that. NOT EVEN MY MOTHER DOES THAT MESS!!!!!! If you know La, then you are VERY familiar with the fact that HHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEE when people clock me. I am not your child. So please don't question me like it. Ok, so now he's trying to switch it up and call me from his job phone. REALLY??? My boyfriend said I should change my number. BUT he STILL knows where I work. And if his dumb ass was smart enough he would have DEF called me from another number so he can fool me to pick up. But I already have that part planned out-- because when it happens..well let's just say him and dial tone are gonna become BFF's. So my biggest fear is that sometime between now and 5:30 I'm going to have an unexpected visitor..and luckily for him..it is EXTREMELY easy for me NOT open the door.

Damn, I ain't Beyonce...why is this dude on my clit like that...Speaking of clit...siggghhh yesterday was lovely :)

Ting Ting's Ft. Wale - That's Not My Name

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVVVVEEEE THEM!!!!

A Lovelyyy Dayy...

So I must admit..Not for nothing: I'm happy. These past three days have been butt ass nasty, but yesterday turned things around. Now it's time to break hearts. I find it REALLY unnecessary that this kid had to call me SIX times when I was with my man last night. So now, because he clocked me like he was the fucking police, not only is his feelings gonna get hurt-- now he doesn't even have the opportunity to still have that line of friendship!! Too bad for him. He really pissed me off last night. Not to mention when my boyfriend popped in for his surprise visit, I happened to be on the phone with him (looking for excuses to get off) and WTF, I made a loud burst of excitement and he wanted to question me. DO NOT QUESTION ME!! So I told him to call me back. He calls me back in like 10 mins to tell me he's leaving his job on his run..Ok really, I don't care and you're messing up the mood with my man. And he questions me again. So not only does he question me...He clocks me, blows up my phone. Listen sweetie honey child....I have absolutely NO feelings towards you. You're the one with the obsession-- GIVE IT UP!!!

I LOVE THEMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!

For the record: She is NOT a home wrecker. Ya momma's a home wrecker BITCH!

I Told You!!!

All I needed was a SERIOUS dick down. I feel 1,000 times better!!! It was so cute..I LOVE surprises..And let me be the first to say....that dick down was good enough to last me until November!!!!!!

"He's the fucking bessttt, the best I ever had.."

Tuesday..Day from the Deep, Hot, Crusty Depths of Hell.

No, I don't need to see how the rest of the day is going to turn out. So far, it has been worse then that time I got dragged by the go-cart, worse then when I got kicked off the trampoline, worse then when I got my period for the first time, worse then when I shitted on myself in Best Buy...<--- I think you get the point.

I hate today. This whole week is going to be like this. I already feel it deep down in my bones. This is stupid. I hate it. I am WAY too young to be stressed. But enough about my horrid emotional endeavors or whatever you feel the need to call them. I know what the problem is...Seriously and honestly speaking-- I need to get laid. This is not a pitiful excuse for my BF (hmph.) to come and fuck the shit out of me. I have tension in my neck and back, and I need someone to rock my world. I'm dead ass serious. Give me an hour-- better yet two. I need some good dick in my life. And trust me when I tell you, there is only ONE person who can give it to me. I have tried numerous dicks, none of them satisfy me like this one. Ok, I'm getting a tad raunchy. I apologize.

ok bye.

All I Know...

I am gonna be one angry black woman by E.O.D. (that's end of day for all you unemployed folk). He has until 5:30...OMG, if he doesn't do the RIGHT thing then he is going to WISH he never fell in love with Lauren Ashley Peterson. Because he thought I was mad yesterday...JESUS CHRIST bless his soul because I am gonna light up in his ass like a bat outta hell!!!!! If he knows whats good for him, he will know to get his act together...

This Would Be Cute If...

I had occasional tea parties..but I don't so...eh.

Preeetttyyy.

So I use to work with her at VIBE. She was seriously the COOLEST person there (sorry guys). I loved her style. BTW, she moved on over to Honey mag before VIBE folded. But I just gave her big up's on her twitter pic. SOOOOO super cute. Also, for inquiring minds (loso ::cough:: loso) her name is Chanel..This girl is probably gonna send the police out for me for jockin' her like that. Ohhhh well.

Saw VI.

Sigggh. Again. But I must admit. I am excited for its return.

R.I.P. Aaliyah

Monday. In a Nutshell. A Cracked, Dirty, Nasty, Smelly Nutshell.

I already knew how my Monday was going to be. I ALWAYS know how Monday's are...HORRIBLE! And you guessed it, that was JUST how my Monday was. It started out a little sour, but got worse as the day progressed. At around 3:30, I was MAD. REALLY MAD!!! But I was at work so I had to keep my composure. But after a while I said "fuck it" I can't take this crap anymore. I let it all out. And around 5:00, I was in the verge of tears...so I did something that not only wasn't allowed, but also could have gotten me in lots of trouble. I left work. I didn't turn the phones off, I didn't even clock out. I was THAT pissed. I needed to get home..AND FAST!!! Anyone and Anything that was in my way was quickly pushed. I couldn't take this crap. So once I finally got on the express bus, my stomach started hurting worse then I could EVER imagine. I never felt a pain such as that one. Mind you.. I still had about an hr to get home. Once I finally got home, I took 3 tylenol's and took the BIGGEST shit of life and layed in my bed ignoring EVERY phone call and text that came my way. I eventually fell asleep with my phone on silent. I woke up at around 10pm, and from there....I sat...and thought..and thought and thought and thought..the next thing you know it was 4:30 am. I had to be up at 6 am. I took advantage of the last few hrs of sleep. In between my thought process..I laughed, I cried, I talked to the one who made me mad, and then...I thought some more. Did I come up with a solution?? No.Today is a new day, do I know how to access the situation? No. So all those long hours of thinking-- was pointless. Just left me right where I was in the beginning. Because my Monday was THIS horrible, Tuesday was soon to follow...EXACTLY the same way. I'm surprised I got to work at a decent time. I was soooooo late. Like REALLY late leaving my house. I'm annoyed, hungry, tired, horny, hot....all of the above. And speaking of hungry-- i find it REALLY fucked up that I leave food in my drawer and when I come back it's gone. I CAN'T, NOT TODAY!!

Not Even Something THIS Sexy Can Make Me Feel Good on this HORRIBLE Tuesday Morning.

Why Must Something ALWAYS Turn My Day Sour??

Ya know, It's bad enough it's Monday. You would THINK that someone would cut me a break, go easy on me. NOOOO, everything and everyone is getting on my nerves. I have a headache, my contacts are bothering me. I mean REALLY, can we get it together PLEASE. Because I can't--not today.

I am three seconds from taking my black ass home after work. I try to be nice, try to be a good girlfriend...I don't ask for much. But NOOOOO, he ALWAYS has to make things difficult. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! I swear to god, he has until 4:30 to get his act together. That's an hour from now. Stay tuned for the follow up.

AND FUCK THAT DUDE FOR CALLING ME LAURA. You can't read bitch??? You looked at my name plate and said Laura, you dumb bitch!

Strange.

I'm Worried..::insert sad face::

Lately, I've been stressing. I mean, not crazy stressing like OMG, I'm gonna die stressing. But simply, I'm really scared stressing. You get me?? Ok, let me explain. School is starting in TWO weeks and I have procrastinated to the umph degree. I have YET to fill out my financial aid (which was due in January), haven't filled out my TAP or student loan. WHAT THE FUCK AM I WAITING FOR?? I have NO clue. I think that is a sure sign of telling me..I don't wanna go back :(. They warned me that this was gonna happen. That once I got a taste of the sweet, sweet success of a full time job I wouldn't want to go back to school. But, I will be going back. No worries. It may take me a little longer to graduate since I will be working during the day, but I like it better this way. This job has WAY too many perks and I get paid WAY to good to just give this job up. So fuck it, I'm keeping it. Too be honest, I don't even know how much I get paid by the hour. When I see the check and the amount of money I'm getting...the only thing I'm worried about is getting off of work and heading over to Bloomy's.

Anyways, beside the whole school thing..I have this stressful situation with my boyfriend being away until Thanksgiving (even tho he's home this weekend) and that freaking sucks because there are times when I'm down and the only person to bring me back up is him. Seriously, I can be crying my eyes out (mostly because of him) and here he comes stopping the tears from falling. And it really sucks, because I have this other dude who thinks he's coming to steal me away on a white stallion and in all actuality...I DON'T WANT HIS ASS. So here's my other dilemma. How the hell do I tell someone that I have NO interest in them. It's cool laughing and joking and being friends. But after that...Like dude, leave me alone. Even if I were single and desperately (and I do mean desperately) looking, you STILL wouldn't be a choice of mine. And I'm the type of person who can't say no...who hates to be mean to people. We have a work related relationship. If and when I tell him, there's no interest like that..he STILL has to come in here and deliver packages. Talk about an awkward moment.

So those are just a few stressers I have under my belt. I'm sure there will be several in the months, days and years to come. Until then...yea..until then.

I Now Know Why I'm Infatuated..

She's just too freaking cool!

First Time- Josh Xantus

So every time I listen to this song, it makes me feel some kinda way. Just like every time my phone rings and I hear the ringtone. Why?? Because I know the person who's on the end of the line is someone who is REALLY special to me.

HAD to write this down before it left my head..

my ex boyfriend called me princess, my bestfriends call me a queen. most dudes call me a bitch, but either way i reign SUPREME!

There is a Reason I LOVE This Kid.

My cousin is my BFF. Point, blank, period. And he keeps it real. Every day all the time. So I asked him for advice...here's what he told me..I'll take the names out for safety of characters.

"Like J. Hud says "I don't like ... living in 'your' spotlight!"

We no longer talk about your problems sweetcheeks!

Your answer:
HELL YEA! U KNOW I REMEMBER WHEN THAT _______________________ WAS GETTING HIS MACK ON WIT ALL THEM LITTLE BANANA BOAT DRIFT-ASHORE COW CUNT MONKEYS!

He's trying to have his cake and eat it too! Hasn't he ever seen Willy Wonka? Rude greedy ass niggas get the boot! Girl keep doing what you're doing cause best believe sweetie dewdrop niggas are going to do what THEY wanna do! As long as you like it and it stays contained and most importantly UNDER WRAPS! Juss save each other the headache and hurt feelings! At least until you are ready to give it up!

You'll get sound advice from me! I'm not saying cheat on his ass, I'm not saying forget ___, I'm juss saying ENJOY YOURSELF! Make friends! Make memories! You will regret it in the long run if you don't!

Ok NIbblez! Thats enough about you, you attention whore! It's taken 7 years for you to start believing what I always told you about you being beautiful! So keep the compliments arolling and tell your lil boo to kick back, relax, and enjoy the show ... hoe!

YOU ARE THE GREATEST CHICK THAT EVER LIVED! Niggas are going to try shit! Pak juss needs to be happy that he has you EXCLUSIVELY! And he needs to work harder to keep you! You have options and he dont like that!


THIS HAS BEEN A DOSE OF REAL. GIVEN TO YOU BY: Alexander Phenomenal

Don't forget to grab a sucker on your way out the door.
And please make your next appointment and come back and get some more!"


BTW, this piece of advice was HORRIBLE...BUT, it made me laugh.

When Did She Get This Pretty??

I remember back in the day when she looked NASTAYY!! Now she is definitely a classy chick.

Not Gonna Lie..They DO Look Cute Here.

LOVE Them. HATE Lil Mama

WOW.

Trust. AGAIN..

Abraham Lincoln: If you once forfeit the confidence of your fellow citizens, you can never regain their respect and esteem. It is true that you may fool all of the people some of the time; you can even fool some of the people all of the time; but you can't fool all of the people all of the time.


Elizabeth Kenny: He who angers you conquers you.

Couldn't Have Said It Better

I HATE TODAY MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!

Well besides jellied donuts. I don't like those either.

"Stay Sweet Sweetie"

I'm gonna need this to NEVER come out of some unknown messenger's mouth. EVER!!! And this time I didn't do it. I swear. All I did was open the door and ask who he was picking up for. THAT'S IT!!!!!!!! And if I hear this line one more time-- them:"how you doing?" me: "im fine" them: "yes you are". I CAN'TTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Uh Oh!!!

See...this is why I listen to my boyfriend. I always give people the benefit of the doubt and when shit hits the fan I get the infamous "I told you so". Well, shit is soon about to hit the fan. I just KNEW it wasn't gonna grow into something. I have a boyfriend who I love with all my heart and would never do anything to hurt him. Some people really don't care and continue to make their move. Fair enough, men have their own way of dealing with things. I have absolutely NO interest in this dude. He's cool. I can def see a friendship in the long-run, but anything else?? HELL NO!!! And I don't think he gets that. And it sucks, because I want to tell my boyfriend everything that is going on, I'm writing notes and keeping details..but I can't freakin tell him!! Why?? Because he made it clear to stop talking about him. Which is understandable, who the hell wants to feel like their girl is having "girl talk" with them about some dude who is feeling her to the umph degree?? I admit it, it's my fault. I'm always nice to people and tend to give them the wrong idea. But even though my boyfriend is in Boston for a really long time, I honestly have NO intentions on creeping with anyone. Things are going good and I don't want to mess em' up. Like I said, we've been through the hurting stage and I love him too much to go back to that place.

Ok there's a reason to this post. So me being the nice person I am and always getting suckered into doing things I really don't want to do. So it starts like this...We're having a conversation..nothing out of the ordinary. Talking about sneakers and clothes and the things that we have in common. All of a sudden it takes a sudden turn. Ok, more sudden then I expected. Homeboy starts talking about how he was lost for words the other day and didn't know if he wanted to hug me or kiss me when he was going to say goodbye. <------AWKWARD!!! That sounds like more then friendship talk to me. I ignored that. Hopefully that would have given him the hint. He continues to speak about how cute I looked in my jeans yesterday and how he has this master plan!???? MASTER PLAN??? What in the name of heavenly berry juices????????????????????? Why does he have a master plan? What IS this master plan?? I'm not bashful at all. Not one bit. So I had to ask. "Excuse me, what is this master plan that you have??" OH SHIT!!! HE JUST WALKED IN....<---- minimize. BRB...


Ok, so I'm back. Where did I leave off?? So, the answer to that master plan question was " I can't tell you"...La was NOT taking that for an answer. So after picking at it for a while, his answer was "For the first time I was jumbled on my words and didn't know what to say (weak game). But when I get more comfortable with you, which will probably be next week I'm going to tell you to drop whoever you're messing with and make room for me!" OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT GOOD!!! NO NO NO NO NO!!! Those are fighting words. These are the things that I NEED to tell my love. But I when someone says something like that, he would be on the first thing smoking to beat somebody's ass. Fuck that, he would seriously kill him. Because he crossed the line of disrespect!! And NO ONE (not even me) has the ability to disrespect my man, especially when their in the same set (gangster terminology). But here's my dilemma. If I don't say anything, I'm hiding something. It makes it seem like I'm wanting this attention. So now I'm stuck between a rock and an extremely hard place. Life isn't fair. I had no intentions of doing anything or even making it anything..But as always, Lauren makes dudes fall for her..unintentionally of course. There isn't any flirting or past relationship talk. It's strictly platonic. And they ALWAYS feel the need to cross the line. It's not cool because I like to have guy friends and they always seem to cross the line. Ugh, I hate it!!!

Btw, there is a messenger in my face TRYING to be nice and spit game and it just isn't working. So I need to sit and think about this. I'm nervous. I need to tell my BF something, because I'm not hiding this shit from him. I can't.

Tootz.

This is What I LOVE LOVE LOVE to See!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zoe looks SOOOO Stunning!!!!

It Can't Be a Fab Day Without the Lovely Rihanna.

Chris Breezy and Friends..

Chris looks stunning in his Mishka Varsity Jacket. We LOVE it!!

The BIG 4-0-0!!!

Doing it BIG with a BANG!!!